Wednesday, October 13, 2010

The Pain of Loving

In the beginning there is attraction.
And you start to live life beautifully.
Then he says he loves you and life starts to shower drops of rainbow bits.
And then you will think you’ve kept enough of them
and start to believe you will never get hurt anytime soon.

And life continues to be beautiful.
You laugh, laugh and laugh even louder this time.
Then the wind of change starts to blow.
And you are blown out of proportion.
Or so you think.
But you will remember the rainbow bits you have kept.
And those will tell you to hold on stronger-
To walk against the blowing of the wind.
And the wind gives up.

Life is beautiful again
because you think you have won a battle between life and love.
But then the wind comes back.
This time mightier than you can ever think.
And the chills start to get worst.
And you start to shatter.

And break into pieces.

And then you simply want to die…